It hasn't been easy being a transgender role model caitlyn says

The 65 year-old transgender caitlyn jenner speaking to E! Entertainment says the responsibility of being a transgender role model weighs heavy on her mind.

Caitlyn  who's said her mission is to impact the transgender society said she have thought of committing suicide before.

She made this known during the sneak preview of her soon to be aired reality show I Am Cait, the 65-year-old is seen lying in bed and wearing no makeup as she reflects on wanting to help the transgender community.

In her words : "I feel bad that these people especially young people are going through such a difficult time in their life.

"We don't want people dying over this. We don't want people murdered over this stuff."

she continues: "What a responsibility I have towards this community. Am I going to do everything right? Am I going to say the right things? Do I project the right image?

"My mind's just spinning with thoughts. I just hope I get it right. I hope I get it right."
I am cait will go live on E! Starting from August 2